Graeme Hetherington: Three Poems
Exorcism
As I played cricket with a golf
Ball in our yard, driving it hard,
A kitten strayed into its path,
And screeching, frantically intent,
Squeezed between weatherboard and ground,
A gap too narrow for my hand.
It must have died at once, since I
Heard nothing more until today,
Sixty years on, its miaow in
My head drove me to write this poem.
Graeme Hetherington
Upper Heights and Lower Depths
What heights remain beyond our reach
When dog whistle and tuning fork,
Straining to listen though we may,
Sound notes pitched too high for our ear,
Deserting us yearning to rise,
Freed from the confines of our lives?
Nor can we hear how far below
The scales a crow’s cawing might go,
Summoning to a fathomless
Black abyss, as Aeschylus in
His tragedies, at first much too
Profound to be understood with
Such measurelessly dark deep lines
As “cry sorrow, yet let the good
Prevail, man suffers to grow wise”,
Sang the ever-feuding Greeks down
Into the bottomless pit of
A vendetta, till all but drowned
In blood they learnt it’s better to,
With many a backward look and fall,
Climb out and up towards the stars.
Graeme Hetherington
In Memory of Dr Ivana Gajdošová 1944–2013
1.
My wife’s cancer meant
In our small flat she seemed to be
Forever in the lavatory.
I didn’t chicken out, but stayed
To comfort, shop, cook, wash-up, clean
And look on helplessly, a prey
To thoughts so shaming, deeply black,
So disillusioning, I did
My best to bury them with her.
Yet three years on, persisting still,
Denying me the heights from which
I used to idealise her as
A Madonna-like, golden-haired
Cardiologist caring for
Patients as Mary did for Christ,
Heart-felt they overwhelm me with
“All is of equal worthlessness”,
As when Swift, maddened by despair
Cut short a poem praising his pure
Love with “but Celia, Celia shits”.
2.
I walk as usual, now you’ve gone,
Leaf in hand, on slippery rocks
Around the bay, the siren-waves
Whispering as huskily as your
Broken Czech-English that I loved,
“Why not re-join me, stranded as
You are again in loneliness
I saved you from for twenty years?”
Afraid, I brush you off, crushed to
Bits by my tightly clenched damp palm,
And watch you blown into a sky
Dark as my mood, or float away,
Voice changing to an angry deep
Reproachful note I also knew:
“A poor reward for what I did!”
3.
Uneasy on a gloomy bush-
Bound track I re-lived childhood fears
Of cannibal Gabbett escaped
From Hell’s Gates in Marcus Clarke’s “For
The Term Of His Natural Life”,
Who running out of mates’ meat might
Wolf down the butterflies I loved,
When one lit golden as a patch
Of sunlight on my outstretched hand:
You, come back in this form to save!
That night I dreamt of you enthroned
On high before descending in
Haloed glory, the soles of your
Tensely arched feet walking on air
As white as Christ’s uplifted from
The sea to reach Peter in need,
As in a Sunday School image
Or painting by Tiepolo.
Then on the point of vanishing,
Showing the cleanest pair of heels
To the communist world you loathed,
Turning you saw me waiting in
Your packed reception room and crooked
Your doctor’s finger, summoning,
And I woke feeling purged of grief.
Graeme Hetherington
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