My Father is Not Dead
My Father is Not Dead
My father is not dead. Just yesterday,
at the shopping centre, he walked
along an arcade in my direction,
with his round body and white hair
and the usual quizzical expression
behind his spectacles; I baulked
and hesitated before finding there,
straight ahead, leading away,
no arcade but a floor-to-ceiling
mirror. That old man before me
was my reflection; and yet my father
is not dead. His voice, with its edge
of subtle irony, comes back whether
or not an effort of memory
summons it. With the force of knowledge
comes the feeling
that my father is not dead. In my head
I hear each favourite phrase,
“That’s not very sensible”, or “How right
I always am”; say them aloud,
And the known words emerge into the light,
“Very nourishing”, when the food
on the table is somewhat wanting in taste—
my father is not dead,
his character may have long since parted
ways with his cremated body,
but it lives on in mine. The dead survive
inside each of us, in the form
of genes, and in souvenirs that the live
preserve; one only has to see
the grimace in that mirror to confirm
my father is not dead.
Jamie Grant
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