Cassandra Dickinson: Three Poems
Ukrainian Baba
My grandmother held the sun in her hands
Her palms had touched the world,
Skin tough from breaking off big chunks of it like bread,
That she savoured through her starving years.
At five years old, I was convinced of their magic,
I held them tight, turning each over like a compass
To find secret entry into a land that was lost to me.
In her palms, I read fairy tales in the deep lines,
That led like narrow paths into the past.
She whispered spells into my ear,
In a language I could barely understand
“Ya tebe lyublyu”,
Those words I knew by heart.
I traced the shallow ridges of her nail beds,
Stained beetroot pink from a lifetime of borscht
And tried to count the scars that a keen knife had left
On the bed of her palm, she used for a chopping board.
In winter, those hands would crack, calloused and coarse
With the fragrance of earth from the garden
Or the perfume of her favourite soap
Carved like little roses that she kept in the cupboard in a bouquet of towels.
Red Shoes
With every step she takes, they pinch and bite her flesh,
She bites back, teeth on teeth but doesn’t let her discomfort slip—
From her lips onto the smooth confidence she wears in
Shades of crimson stretched out symmetrically across her face.
Teetering on the edge of a razorblade, one heeled foot in front of the other
In the company of strangers, she tilts her head back and laughs,
Greets the slobbering smiles of men with a flutter of long lashes,
Sips sorrowfully at champagne in a murder of muttering women
And ignores the blood trickling to her toes.
Smoke
It was like setting fire after a flood.
I gathered the leaves, piling them
high on the sodden ground, wringing
out the bark you’d found—it crumbled
in my hands. Together we moved,
collecting stones and placing them
side by side, circling the kindling—
nothing wants a spark like the promise
of rain. You scrounged for tinder and I
for flint, the clouds damp and dribbling.
In a smoky sky we dissolved like ash.
In the gathering dark, in the last embers
I saw us clearly: I was all fire,
you were only smoke.
Cassandra Dickinson
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